Question?

Am I  a bad person? I feel like one but unsure that I deserve to.


The day springs upon me once again another year another day, so why does it bother me so much? Maybe pushing it away but accept it and live life as I should, but I can't help sometimes think about it. That point of silence where my brain just swoops in a grabs it from the very back of my mind (arhh..) this shouldn't be this hard right?
1,000 thoughts lingering and floating around in there..give it a rest mind, please just a little break from life even if its a few tiny seconds. A hobby might be a good idea but I guess the gym would be that answer to that idea or maybe this could be my key to unlocking it all?
I guess its all down the choices. Life throws some big ones out there sometimes just typically it was at me and the wrong time. So much more is important right now and was back then couldn't complicate it all just as the good bit was happening finally I made the right move with someone that actually cares, which I actually haven't experienced. That's kind of sad but things happen for a reason and if someone else did that exact thing I wouldn't be in the crazy mist of happiness, yes!nothing could stop me now in this free flow of cuteness and snugglyness..totally aware that its probably not even a proper word, I don't care.
So getting back to this issue I've cracked it, just talk about it once in a while that can't hurt surely i mean its not massively over the top crazy scary just a bit..I don't know painful? is that the word I'm trying to think of, I don't know but it fits I guess.
Well that was all random but it gets it out there. That's it then.
Oh and its nothing dark like being unfaithful, I'm nothing but overly loyal to my love, he's the best thing that's happened to my life and this "Question" is apart of both of us.

Enjoy my lovelies, x

in love...

Have you ever felt so in love...?

That feeling you get when you see them, the tingling feeling in your tummy (butterflies) that moment when they return home from a long day at work.. The excitement you feel just before they walk into the room, the smile you give them, the (I've missed you) smile! The feeling that wraps around your whole body when your in there arms.

Feeling safe, loved, respected, happy all the time because you know you have them in your life for as long as you want them to be, that sense of happiness makes you feel so lucky, lucky to have that person all to yourself. 

The most wonderful and amazing feeling.

Happiness_